Chello everyone!
For those of you who are just tuning into my life, I've just made the move from livejournal to blogspot. Feel free to check out my past journal entries at
I decided to make the move to blogspot because I wanted to loose some of my fan base. Correction, I wanted to loose two fans in particular. One was my ex-boyfriend and the other was his girlfriend. I do not associate with either one of them on the regular anymore so I was surprised to learn that they were still keeping up with my online journal. I know that my ex's girlfriend has a livejournal which I no longer keep up with because I really could care less about what goes on in her life......it's a little unnerving that she has felt the need to keep up with mine. It's only when I hear about my name coming out her mouth when I choose to puruse because she writes as if she thinks I'm keeping up with her life...she writes directly to me without realizing that I do not really read her shit. However from ths point on, if I do hear that she has some words to express about me, I'll do her and myself the courtesy of not looking (which will be so hard for me to do considering I'm nosey as hell). After all, if it was that serious, she would be bold enough to leave a comment on my page or better yet give me a ring. Just as I seek to write what's on my mind, she has a right to express her thoughts without much drama.
I have a problem with my ex-boyfriend reading my journal because I really do not like him having access to me unless it is by my own doing (i.e. when I get horny). In addition, he had the tendency to try to manipulate me from writing about him. I guess so his dear girlfriend wouldn't know that I fuck him from time to time. Honestly, I would not have fucked him last month if the chic just knew how to keep her mouth shut. I've written time and time again that I'm one who has a bit of a stubborn streak. If you demand me not to do something then I'm going to go out and do it. If you come at me the wrong way, I'm one who will sting you when you're not looking (I'm a Scorpio). For her to write lengthy journal entries concerning me because her imagination allows her to believe that I want her man, will only make what's in her imagination come true. She has the great ability of turning an invisible snake into a real one. I want to be able to write freely of every and anything concerning my life without having to be concerned about the drama that may or may not come with it. Because I used him as an example in many of my entries, he somehow was (and maybe still is) under the impression that I have feelings for him. Hahahaha. To me....he's just ass. Anytime I hit him up it's for an exchange of mutual benefit. Nothing more, nothing less.
After the last time that I slept with him (11/26/07), I decided that I really did not want to go down that road. I am currently with someone and the role of a cheater does not really suit me. I value my integrity and I do not believe in cowardess. If I'm woman enough to do something then I'm woman enough to say I did it. Furthermore, after not talking to someone for awhile and hitting them up later down the road, there is a point in time when you say "Now I remember why I stopped talking to this nigga". I forgot that he is what I like to call a "Potential". A Potential is a person who has a lot of potential but will never live up to it. Even sexually. I'm not saying that he is a bad fuck of anything....but he is bit of a bedroom snore. He is very passionate and aggressive....I love kissing him....but he cannot get comfortable enough to use his imagination. And I'm a gal who is all about the imagination. I'm a very mental person as opposed to a physical one....although I do have a pretty high sex drive. I thought about given him a couple more late night calls and then thought...nah...what's the point?
So that's basically the back story as to why I've made this the new home of my journal. I hope everyone continues to tune into my oh so theatrical, varied, random, profound, dramatic life.
Until Next Time,
Lata Bitches!
